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Why I keep my blog a secret

I know there are some readers for my blog.  I don't know how many are loyal ones, but from my traffic counter, I can see some recurring readers.  If you look at the traffic counter, most of my blog readers are foreigners.  How come there are no Malaysian readers?

Well, that's because I didn't publicise my blog.  I probably did it many years ago when I first started, then I just stopped and only 1 person remained loyal, but otherwise most people whom I told about this blog has forgotten about it unless they happened to google something and my blog appears there. 

A lot of my readers do not leave comments in my blog.  Maybe because I have made it difficult for them but I have to, to eliminate spam and rude comments.  So, that's why I don't really know how many loyal readers are there and how many actually read the posts I have posted.  But it doesn't matter.

They say blogs are a thing in the past.  Now people prefer Facebook and Twitter.  I do agree that nowadays people don't read blogs that much.  Some people don't even know there's such things call blogs.

If I want more readers, I could easily publicise it in my Facebook or emailed it out to my friends.  But I don't want to do that.  I asked myself why.

From the beginning, my blog have been a space for me to write about my Sahaja Yoga journey.  Like any journey, it has its ups and downs.  I do not write my downs at all (except some really small ones) because I feel some readers, especially those who are not yet a Sahaja Yogi will think negatively about Sahaja Yoga.  It's not that Sahaja Yoga makes me down.  Sahaja Yogis will know that the journey in Sahaja Yoga is special.  You know a lot of things about yourself and you become mature and ascent higher.  In the process of knowing yourself, sometimes you will hit a road block.  Those times I struggled to understand and I questioned.  

So, I wrote mostly happy things.  Also because I don't want my blog to be filled with unhappy stuff that when I want to read back, I will remember about the unhappy stuff (because I am too good at remembering unhappy stuff than happy stuff already).  

I keep it a secret not on any purpose.  I didn't want people to read it and then tell it back to me, hey I read your blog and it's sooooo nice (hahaha, apple polishing myself).  I don't need someone to praise me (again assuming that will happen lah) about my experiences.  What I mean is, I don't need any ego boosting.  Thank you very much, I have enough ego boost and now trying to unboost.  

Not everyone will agree with me that they will all praise me etc, etc.  I know.  Some probably will be saying, what a lousy blog, the colour is not matching, the English is atrocious and talk only about Sahaja Yoga.

But I know no one will say anything that is bad about my blog mainly because 
No.1, I don't complain about others here.
No.2, I don't post on sensitive issues, like politics, religious issue, etc.
No.3, It's all my own personal experience and nothing is made up.  They cannot say it's rubbish because I really went through it.

So overall my blog is quite neutral.  Plain and boring, maybe, that's why up to now, since year 2006, I only have 6000++ visitors.  But I am not complaining.

I don't write to show off what I feel.  This blog is my memories.  Sometimes when I read back some of my posts, I will remember those times how was it and treasure the time I have now.  This is my personal feelings, my own space.  It's OK if there's no one to read it.  I seriously don't mind.  I didn't keep this a secret for any specific reason, but just want to keep my space.

I know most of my posts are about ME.  It's quite boring to just read about ME, so I am planning in the future I will post about baking.  When the renovation is done, I will have my own space and then I can bake.  

If you find this blog here on any special coincidences, welcome.  It's meant for you to find me because I am so rare that it's almost impossible to find me.

Those who have been reading my blog, Thank you very much and hope you enjoy it.


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