Jai Jai Jai Shri Mataji

It was Wesak Day on 28 May 2010 in Malaysia.  In India it is called Buddha Purnima.  Then during the collective meeting, we listened to Shri Mataji's talk on Shri Buddha Puja 1991.  It was a very powerful talk (which talk isn't) about ego.  I can't remember much now about the speech but I remember this line: Buddham Sharanam Gachami Dhamam Sharanam Gachami Sangam Sharanam Gachami Shri Mataji actually explains the meaning of these phrases in the speech which means: To Buddha, I seek refuge To Dharma (righteousness), I seek refuge To Sangha (which is Vishwa Nirmala Dharma), I seek refuge. It's not exactly Shri Mataji's words from the speech, just from my memory.  This prayer helps to remove the ego. It's best to read the speech, Shri Buddha Puja, 1991, Belgium.  If I am not mistaken, it is in one of the Divine Cool Breeze.

You know what is good about having a blog?  Sometimes when I am trying to think of what topic to blog about and I start to wonder what are the things in my mind and then I have some questions, like right now I am trying to decipher the meaning of love, then I will search for speeches, extracts, quotes by Shri Mataji on this topic and by doing so I learn more about it and stop my mind from wandering further. Love "It is said that God is love , you have heard that many a times and many people have explained in their own ways what is love , but to feel that love is the best way of understanding it. Even if you explain or describe in all details, though it is described in all detail, you cannot enjoy love without experiencing it. This experience comes to us because God himself has placed within us the mechanism to absorb this love and to manifest it. It is a very delicate mechanism within us, extremely delicate. This mechanism is placed in our heart and

Our Mother of the Universe Your love permeates and wraps us in warm embrace You pick us up when we fall You wipe our tears with cool vibrations You protect us from all evil You keep us in Your heart and every cell of Your body. Your smile opens our heart, Your glance strengthens our faith. We are blessed to be in the arms of the Creator of the Universe.

I didn't know this is so tough.  All this while I have been praying to Shri Mataji, asking the Divine to give me Her blessings, talked to Her about my problems and thanked Her for Her blessings and protection but I have never praised Her. Then someone asked me to write praises to Shri Mataji, which will be put together in a card to be given to Her and I have to come up with praises within 2 days. I didn't know what are praises to start off.  Went online to find out words of praises, asked another Sahaja Yogi what are praises and finally prayed to Shri Mataji hopefully I can come up with praises that She will be please. So, finally it's done.  I won't tell what they are yet. That makes me realise that I have been very selfish and all the while just asking from Divine and seldom gives back.  This is basically how I run my life, I suppose and Shri Mataji opened my eyes to show me to appreciate Her and appreciate everything in my life. Thank You!

It's when a child (not your own child), 6 years of age, whom you are not close to, came and hugged you from behind and when you asked, 'Why?', she said, 'Because I like you.'.

I have never written in my blog about my personal experience with Sahaj Music.   Lat started teaching us Sahaj Music in early 2002.  She had learnt it from Dr. Arun Apte for 6 months in 1998 in the Nagpur Music Academy, India.  To be honest, before learning Sahaj Music, I remembered someone gave me a music CD by Dr. Arun Apte on Ragas and I just could not appreciate it.  I find that the music was too noisy and distracting.  I only listened to it once and then gave up. When I started to learn Sahaj Music, I began to appreciate Indian Classical Music which is the basis that is used in Sahaj Music.   I began to understand myself a bit more through music and find out about my chakras, which one catch most and which is weak.  I find music is the best medium to understand anything, for me that is because I love music and I find music is in-built in me.  I always have a song singing in my head or a rhythm playing in my ears.  It's very natural to me.  So when I started to learn Sahaj

It's starting to sound depressing. I started blogging in 2005 (maybe even earlier).  It was an anonymous blog as I did not want anyone to know that it was me who was writing.  It was full of unhappy posts, complaining about life and it became a very depressing blog.  The reason why I started the blog was because I wanted to vent my frustrations.  Since I cannot do it in real life (no one knows I was depressed), I needed an outlet.  Some of you who have been following my blog will asked, "2005?  You are already a Sahaja Yogi since 2000.  Why depressed in 2005?" You know how a caterpillar transforms into a beautiful butterfly?  The metamorphosis of life?  How the caterpillar goes into the cocoon and later the butterfly will need to break the cocoon (I think) before it can come out and fly?  Yup, I was going through that process of finding myself through Sahaja Yoga.  There were layers that I needed to shed before finding my spirit, my real self.  The process is still on

Shri Mataji opened the Sahasrara on 5th May 1970 at Nargol, India.  Today marked the 40th anniversary since the auspicious day.  Enjoy Shri Mataji's speech. "So when the time came when the necessity was so great that the necessity itself brought forth Sahaja Yoga. And it happened that I really saw the Sahasrara . Of course you know there’s a difference between your Sahasrara and mine. And I saw the Sahasrara , opened out beautifully and the petals were just like flames - rounded flames, rounded ones, rounded beautifully colored flames of different colors. That’s why I wore today blouse of many colors and sari of many colors. I saw so many permutations and combinations, so beautiful. And as if every petal was individually, absolutely complete and perfect, but so integrated. The way it opened out, and the movement was so rhythmic and so harmonious. There was no problem. Such a harmony was between them. No fluctuation anywhere as if they were dancing to the

Yay!!! VND is now registered in Malaysia. Jai Shri Mataji!!!

I know this blog has digressed into non-Sahaj a blog.  So, I have decided to start a new blog, which will be launch tomorrow.  For now, enjoy this clearing. A description of how to do Ghee-camphor treatment (in nose) On 9 April 2010 10:49, Rabi Ghosh  wrote: Firstly, one must do this technique ritual in a lying posture either on a bed keeping the head suspended which will allow the head to make a movement . The edge of bed is better to . So that while mixture is dripped head can be in a lower position  than the rest of the body. First  slowly apply  a few drops(may be one /two or three drops as it suits) into one of the nostril passage and then turn your head slowly as one sniffs in the Ghee camphor mixture either from left to right or right to left whatever. Then as one feels that the liquid has it has travelled in upward direction deep the into nostril passage may be some parts of it towards the Agnya part and some towards Vishuddhi part. One's head should be

When I was a child, I remember watching a Disney cartoon where Donald Duck was forced to make a difficult choice.  I forgot what are the choices but his angel side and devil side appeared above his shoulders to advice him.  The angel Donald Duck has wings and wears a white gown and of course with a shining halo.  The devil Donald Duck holds a trident, with horns and a long tail with an arrowhead and wears a red cape.  The angel also gives the impression that it is a goody two shoes and was smiling and giving advice to do good things and telling Donald Duck not to follow the Devil's advice.  Meanwhile the Devil will try to make Donald Duck make the bad decision and told him not to follow Angel's advice.  Devil has an angry face and spits more.  Donald Duck became confused and then Angel and Devil started arguing with each other.   Photo taken from www.entertainmentearth.com I still remember the image vividly in my head.  I cannot remember which decision Donald Duck chose