Couple of weeks back, I dreamt of Shri Mataji. All the Sahaja Yogis were at the National Seminar and we were getting ready to take our group photo. Someone took my hand and told me to stand in front of the terrace. As we were already in position, Shri Mataji arrived. She came to me and She held both of my hands and She said, "I wish you all the best in everything you do." Wow, felt so good when I woke up. Can still remember those words, as if She really has spoken to me face to face.
The red dot on Her forehead? We looked at Her beautiful face a lot but how often do we look at Her bindi? Past few days have been a struggle for me to get by. I can't seem to think properly and having a tough time trying to rationalise and be balance. It's not because of the recent happenings. It has been accumulating from many, many nights before that. Attention was all over the place. I lost control of myself. I don't know what I want to do. I don't know how to move on. I felt a little lost. I think and think and think. I tired myself out and finally declared that it's fatigue. Last night, decided to pull myself together. Sat in front of Shri Mataji's photo and just looked at Her big, round red bindi. At first it was difficult. Eyes wandering. Then after some time, it was much better. I managed to focus. That's when a realisation came to me and I got all the answers fo...
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