Jai Jai Jai Shri Mataji

Sharing with you what music can really do to us, especially Sahaja Yoga music. On Shri Mataji's Birthday Puja day, I was a little out-of-balance.  Rushed to the puja and was unable to clear and footsoak beforehand.  I felt a little guilty about it, then when I reached the puja venue, I placed both hands on the Mother Earth to ground myself.  Still not good enough.  Was reacting badly to a phone call. Just as we were about to start, a yogini sister's 1 year old boy came and started standing up and facing me and laughing and raised his hands up and down, as if raising his own Kundalini.  But I could feel that my kundalini was coming up and vibrations were becoming lighter.  Still slight heat but better.  He was in fact, raising my Kundalini when everyone thought he was just playing with me.  My husband was sitting behind me.  After Shri Mataji's talk, Her message was directly aiming at me, at least that's what I fel...

I have been wondering about this for a few days now.  I wondered why are we here on Earth?  What are we doing here?  What's our purpose in life?  Why are we becoming what we are now?  Is this what we are? From young, I have always wondered, is there God?  Where is He?  I was brought up to believe in Kuan Yin, the Goddess of Mercy.  I remembered once, I was 8 years old and I lost my ruler.  I searched high and low and still can't find it.  Then I prayed to Kuan Yin, please let me find it.  And, I'd found it. I believe in God very much.  I believe there is a bigger power, a higher power above us.  But at the same time, my faith in God is not strong enough.   One day, my parents brought us to see this medium.  We were pretty young and this happened 20 years ago.  This medium claimed that Kuan Yin will entered her body and anyone who ask for anything will be granted, with a price.  I saw her ...

I was cuddling my over-a-month little nephew.  He was half asleep.  As he laid on my chest, getting into the best position to sleep, his face was facing me.  Then, he slept soundly and smiled.  His breathing was soft and air was blowing into my face as he slept with his mouth open.  His heart was against mine and it was beating like a soft drum, dup-dup, dup-dup.  How miraculous this little heart is.  Just this little thing, kept everything growing. How we often forget the good things in our lives.  Sometimes, it is only after a certain loss, that some people wake up from their slumber and realises what they have been missing.  So many people take this little heart for granted.   I haven't been updating my blog for some time.  Work has been catching up and life is moving on the fast lane.  So on one lazy Sunday, I just looked back, wow, how I have taken so many things for granted.  Only looking at those unhappy mo...

One day, I read a sharing on Facebook.  It was a short story that goes something like this: 'A man caught a taxi and was on his way to the airport.  While the taxi was coming out from the parking spot, a black car suddenly cut in front of the taxi causing the taxi driver to immediately brake.  Instead of apologising, the driver of the black car wound down the window and started swearing at the cab driver. The taxi driver waved to him and smiled and did not react to the black car's driver's words.  The black car sped on and the taxi continue its journey.  Curious, the passenger in the taxi asked the taxi driver, how come he is so cool and did not scold that guy back when it was very obvious the black car driver's mistake.  The taxi driver replied, 'In our everyday life, we faced with lots of tension, stress, frustrations, irritations.  Sometimes we need to release all these rubbish.  It's just today, I became the garbage truck and collected th...

Readers of this blog is getting lesser and lesser.  The last few posts, only 6-7 readers and that's probably include me.  I understand that the writing is getting less informative, which of course most people who came to this page were looking for.  But it's OK.  It's not like I have created this blog to attract readers.  I just wanted to share about my spiritual life and whatever else that came along with it.  Most of the time, it is just ramblings. Today I want to share about Simplicity .  Before I insert Shri Mataji's words, let me share about simplicity in my life.  There is none. Until I met my husband and learned that I am in fact a very sophisticated and complicated person.  Everything needs to be prim and proper, otherwise, I get confused or felt like things won't be good, etc.  In another words, everything has to be difficult and nothing is easy, in my world.  That's when I realised that simplicity is missing in my...

The last time I let go, was after I watched 'The Phantom of the Opera - The Movie'.  Though the movie was in some ways quite touching, especially the part where the phantom was to separate with Christine, I cried.  It was not a teary movie, but I cried and in my heart, I cried even louder and harder.   In a way, it was a complete let go.  Watching the movie closed a huge chapter in my life.  The Phantom of the Opera was the thing that triggered our interests together.  She introduced it to me and recorded all the songs in a tape cassette for me and handwritten all the lyrics for me to sing along.  She also had the piano pieces and would often played for me to listen.  Besides Barbie Dolls, The Phantom of the Opera brought us closer.   When she left, I felt a huge gap in my life.  We were still very close by that time but The Phantom of the Opera was a history by then.  She was more interested into congo drums and ...

After going through some turbulence in my life lately and starting the new year with bad news, I have decided, enough is enough and it's time to go deeper. I found that sometimes meditation is not really meditation and sometimes the not meditating times can be really meditative.  Interesting huh? I remember Shri Mataji said 'Meditation is effortless.'   Advice for Effortless Meditation, London 1980 Advice fo r  Effortless Meditation . London (UK), 1 January 1980. - Shri Mataji Nirmala Devi In the same way vibrations are coming, they are radiated. What you have to do is to expose yourself to it. The best way is not to put in any effort. Don’t worry at what point you have a problem. Say, many people during  meditation , I have seen, if they catch somewhere they go on looking after it. You just don’t have to worry. You just let it go and it will work by itself. So you don’t have to put in any effort. This is what  meditation  is....