I had a meltdown yesterday due to over-responsibilities and over-stress myself. I have a million of thoughts in my head of what to do next but when it gets down to it, it's actually less than 10 items to do. In other words, over-responsibilities spells ego and over-stress spells meltdown. If only this ego will just be surrendered, once and for all, a lot of my problems will be solved.
Moving forward, the excitement to Cabella is building up. I am getting more excited as each day passes. It's another month plus and I am so looking forward to this trip.
Air tickets purchased. I will be flying from LCCT to London-Stansted via AirAsia. From there will stay a night at some friend's place and then the next day take Ryan Air from London-Stansted to Genoa. This is the first time I am flying into London-Stansted and Genoa, so that doubles the excitement.
9 years ago. I was in Cabella 9 years ago. That is a long, long time. That was my first ever international puja. So many things I didn't know then. So many experiences I have gathered from that trip. Now, 9 years later, more maturity has set in, more depth in Sahaj and a bit more balance compare to 9 years ago. It's going to be a whole new experience. That triples the excitement.
Secret mission. I am going there on a secret mission. LOL...Anyway, that multiplies the excitement.
Now I just need to apply for leave, bandhan for its approval and voila...Cabella, here I come!!!