Jai Jai Jai Shri Mataji

As Chinese New Year is around the corner, there are a lot of flower shops selling various, beautiful flower plants. Malaysia is a humid country.  So we don't usually get flowers like tulips, sakura, narcissus or hyacinths.  But during CNY, many flower shops sell them.  After a short research thanks to Google, found that these flowers bloom well in Spring.  As I loved tulips very much due to their vibrant colours, I hesitated in buying a pot.  I asked myself, how long will they last in Malaysia?  If these plants are meant to be here, why doesn't they grow in our land? We have hibiscus, jasmine and other plants that grow very well under the hot sun and humid weather.  Ever wondered how come these flowers i.e tulips, hyacinths, narcissus doesn't bloom in our tropical climate?   Recently I have started spending more time at the balcony.  Before this, the balcony is just a vacant space.  Probably go in there once a yea...

Love is transparent.  Love is subtle.  Love is joyful.  Love is truth.  Love is unconditional.  Love is innocence. Love is simple.  All in all, love is what love is.  Love is not complicated. Love is not about giving something to others but with conditions attached.  Love is not about money.  Love is not about status or reputation.  Love is not about what things we did or did not do for others.  Love is not about being fake or superficial.  Love is not about what the society can or cannot accept. Love is Divine.  Love is nourishing.  Love looks after us. Some of the above were taken from transcript of Shri Mataji's talk in Birthday Felicitations 2002.  It's filled with love!  Please check it out at w ww.amruta.org .

I was asked to do a session on Sahaj marriage at the recent Yuva Shakti Camp.  I didn't realise I had so much fun doing it until after the session.   I did a slideshow presentation on the wedding ceremony and added experiences from other couples, both Sahaj married and non-Sahaj married.  Before the session, I prayed to Shri Mataji to please let me speak of the things She wants me to speak about. To be honest, I don't think I am qualify to talk about Sahaj marriage, after being married for just over 2 years and started living together for 1 year only.  But when I started the slideshow, the words just came out from my mouth, and Shri Mataji was guiding me throughout.  I wasn't even feeling nervous and they all enjoyed the session, eventhough there was a lot of reading to do. Despite the huge age difference, from 16-29 years old, I am glad all of them were interested about this and I am glad to be Shri Mataji's instrument to disseminate this infor...

Wow, almost 100,000 page view.  Thank you all for supporting and reading. Just a short blog post. Sharing with you that sometimes when we do bandhan and it is cool, it doesn't mean that it will happen the way we want it to be.  It will happened at Divine's discretion.  And this is what happened to me today. There was a little crisis at work.  An important document was carelessly sent out via normal post instead of courier services, by yours truly.  It was a wrong move on my side and I know I should not justify my action, but I was really out of my head last week, juggling between work and accommodating a guest.  Yeah, my attention was everywhere! The important document has a deadline for submission, which is tomorrow.  Although I sent out last Wednesday, I'd just found out that our mailing personnel was on leave Thursday and Friday and so the document was only sent out on this Monday.   The recipient of the document called me ...

It's been more than a month since I last wrote.  What should I write now? How about introspection, uncertainty, priorities, happiness and all the mumbo jumbo? Lately, lots of test to spiritual ascent, whether at work or at home. Coming to work, I realised that there are many unhappy people around us.  I have to say, most of my colleagues are unhappy at work and the bosses themselves are not a happy soul either.  So what happens is it affects the morality of the employees and the unhappiness has become toxic.  More and more employees are demotivated.  It's as if the more you work, the more educated you are, the higher you achieve in the management, the more you lost your ability to enjoy life, the more you are unable to love and the more you can't find happiness in anything you do. You cannot appreciate your self-realisation and sometimes can take it for granted until you see another non-realised person and you will see how fortunate you are to know the ...

No updates lately due to super-busy month at work and going on some roller-coaster ride.  Just when I was about to go back to my bad habit and start questioning 'Why me?', Shri Mataji came and guided me and sent me these messages: "Sahaja means… to be Sahaja means in… I can say how Tulsidas has said, “Jaise rakha hu taise hi rahu” (You keep me as You like). That kind of an attitude takes your attention inside – because outside it is let alone to the dogs. Let alone… we are not bothered about the outside part. As you people, I will be, in that manner… and you will be surprised everything clicks out very well. Even, somet imes, you might feel: “I should reach a certain place, I must have this Bhajan done, I must get these things done” and it’s not done sometimes. Sometimes by mistake something as you want is not done. You must accept it as the will of God. That is what He desires – it’s all right. That is the desire of God and now you are one with His desire. Yo...

First I will share about the dream.  It was a short dream. Shri Mataji was standing at the door of a room.  The room was dark and empty and only the lights from the door ajar brighten the room a little.  No furnishings.  At the corner on the opposite side of the room, there was a small box on the floor.    Credit to F ree Digital Photos The box had vivid colours on the side.  Each side have a different color.  Almost looks like the baby soft blocks that I am currently making, except no alphabet and and much bigger.   The box is also wooden or paper and it's hard.  It stands out in the room, because it is the only object lying there and so colorful in the dark room.   Shri Mataji told me to go into the room and to look inside the box.  I walked carefully and slowly (because the room was so dark), and when I reached the box to look inside it, my morning alarm rang and woke me up!!!! So, in the end, I d...