When we believe that everything happened for a reason, then we won't be disappointed. Since delivery, I feel as if there are way too many obstacles. I am sure this is a test. It has to be a test coz otherwise I cannot accept why it is happening like this. Everyday is a challenge. Be it at home or at work. Before the first issue subside, another issue arise. It's been like that for the past few months. Having a baby does give us additional responsibility. My duty to pump milk for her every few hours, everyday has been tiring but yet I felt very satisfying. It's the other things that are beyond my control that really irks me. Things like people's behaviour, what others are saying, what others are doing to my baby and so on. Every single day, without fail, all I can say is "I Surrender" but how much I am able to do it is another question. I am pretty sure the negativity out there is strong and keep pulling us down. I ...
My spiritual journey with Sahaja Yoga.