Jai Jai Jai Shri Mataji

It's been 3 years since Shri Mataji left Her physical form.  How time flies! Initially, I wanted to write something about myself and nothing about seeking.  But the past few days, something had happened that draws me closer to Her. It's funny how sometimes in this journey, you need to learn some lessons in order to grow.  That you need to be embarrassed, in order to be humble.  That you need to be knock in the head hard, to get the ego down.  Not sure if everyone goes through this, but in my journey, yes. Sometimes, at those bad times, I asked "Why me?"  "Why can't I get something?" "What bad things have I done to deserve this?"  "Why are things not happening the way I wanted it to be?" As I was driving to the center for the Mahasamadhi Day prayers, I looked up into the bright, blue sky and asked, "Why do I feel entitle to all the desires and wishes that I have prayed, when You have given me everything?" Know...

Today is the day, where work and life is back to its normal routine.  Today is the day where everyone in the work force is back to work, full force.  School also has re-opened last Wednesday.  All this after the Chinese New Year break. I seldom write in details, my personal matters in this blog.  How I got started? I got my self-realisation on 8 April 1999, given by my aunty.  Then I attended the Sahaja Yoga classes for 8 months, with a friend.  All these while still going to college.  What got me attracted to Sahaja Yoga, was when my aunty told me, I will get to know everything and my fingers will tell me the truth.  At that time in life, I was very into fortune telling and crystal balls and all that.  But never actually got a fortune teller to tell my future because I can't afford one. Towards the end of the class, we were slowly introduced to join the collective.  My parents started joining the class, like half way.  But e...