Jai Jai Jai Shri Mataji

Yesterday night, I was not feeling too well. In that instance, I desire to eat some comfort food, i.e Tau Fu Fah. Tau Fu Fah is soft beancurd and eaten as dessert with syrup. I haven't eaten that for a very long time as my colleague told me soya increases estrogen. Somehow, very mildly I desire to eat that and didn't think much of it after that and went to bed. This morning, I saw on the dining table, a packet of Tau Fu Fah, bought by my mom for my breakfast. She had not bought Tau Fu Fah for a very long time too. It was just so strange and yet so miraculous. I don't think it was coincidence. So best if we can keep our attention for better things. It has been proven that our attention can work things out. It's a power bestow by our Divine Mother! Jai Shri Mataji!

My husband gave me a gift when I was in China recently.  It was an external hard disk.  It was black and thick and simply not beautiful.  But the contents were priceless.  It has a collection of audio and video of Shri Mataji's talks from 1970s to 2000s.  This is like the best gift ever, because here's why.   My husband is not fluent in English and all these talks are in English with no Chinese subtitles.  For many nights, he loaded the hard disk with all the contents and he knew he won't be the one using the hard disk.  It was very thoughtful of him.   Recently, I found a very good website with full transcripts of Shri Mataji's talks, interviews, puja, etc.  This is the website, www.amruta.org .  I have been enjoying reading them when I have free time at work and it surely enlightens my day. So, what I will do for him is, I will translate some of the transcripts into Chinese for him to read.  Not that I am ...

In small, small things we destroy our security … The complete security within yourself is that you are the Self and these things and these things are not important. If you are a secured man, your children will also find that out, that their security lies in finding their own security. They themselves will say, “Now don’t try to help us, to spoil us. Do not give us things by which we feel more insecure.” And such children will be really brave children like Shivaji was. His mother gave him all the protection, no doubt, but she made a Shivaji out of him…Feel your own security and then the joy of that security will take you to your depth. Why are you insecure in life? Money? The person who has got, who has got now the blessings of the Divine, what more does he want? Because your God is Almighty, nobody’s might is greater than that of your Father. Nobody can touch you on any point. But your faith is lacking and that’s why you should start wi...

On the flight back from Guangzhou to Kuala Lumpur in the wee hours in the morning (1.15am-5.20am), it was a tiring flight.  Since that time is a sleeping time, I went to sleep the moment I sat down at my seat.   However at 3am in the morning, the children who were sitting behind me were kicking my seat continuously and talking very loudly.  They were between the ages 5-10 years.  So, nevertheless, they woke me and my neighbour up. I did many times hush to them but don't think they heard me over their loud voices and don't think they understood either.  Their parents were happily sitting behind them and leaving these kids running around on their own.  I was holding on to my irritation because I knew I was going to give them a piece of my mind because I was very tired and sleepy. Somehow, I calmed down and remembered that sometimes things work out when I put my attention on the Sahasrara.  And I just did that.  And in my heart, I wish s...