Jai Jai Jai Shri Mataji

Wishing everyone here a belated Merry Christmas and a very joyous and happy New Year 2011. I have been very busy with so many things in life that I have neglected this blog again for the umpteen time.  My fiance came to visit and was very busy with him.  My last year's Christmas wish has come true.  Had a very blessed Christmas indeed this year.  Puja was wonderful too and heart feels so light, filled with love and very joyful. What's my New Year's resolution this time? I pray that 2011 will be a wonderful beginning to many great opportunities.  May all the plans for 2011 be smooth and as scheduled. I want to lose some weight before the BIG DAY.  May I be able to keep to my promise and practise what I preach. May I be able to surrender to the Divine and let the Divine work everything out, especially for No.1. May the love of Shri Mataji forever in my heart and may I forever hold Her close to me, every single second of the day. May the o...

Yes, I am.  I am actually quite stress although I feel I am not.  Stress is everywhere. I am stress about some things that I need to do. I am stress when I did something and my manager question me about it. I am stress when I am not doing anything at all. I am stress when I am playing music or singing. I am stress when I am working, travelling or at home. I didn't realise it, but I am actually quite a stressed person. I will feel OK when I meditate, but the effects doesn't last long. So what's the cause?  I think it's thoughts. I really don't want to think anymore.  Really tiring.  Maybe today I am lack of sleep, so I feel it even more.  I feel my heart beating very fast each time I need to approach my manager.  It's crazy.  And plus so many things need to do now. I will just leave it.  I have done my best and the rest I just surrender.  Hopefully everything will turn out good.

Yes, I have been neglecting my blog.  Having blogger's block sometimes and sometimes too much of things to write but not able to write here.  To those who have been following diligently, sorry about that.  Will try to keep updating (at least once a week) as much as I could. Last Saturday, Malaysian Yuva Shakti were invited to perform at the Youth MaD Fest 2010 at Civic Centre, Petaling Jaya.  The last time I was at the hall was in 1985, for my kindergarten performance.  And here in 2010, I was there again.  So much of beautiful memories. The yuva shaktis sang a Dam Mast Qalandar qawali and everybody enjoyed it.  The vibrations were so strong from the moment we start singing till the end.  Kundalini were dancing, the crowd were dancing and joy was everywhere!!!  It was indeed a very good performance and we enjoyed ourselves thoroughly. I love this photo, the lightings and all that.  Look so good.  Feels like as if we we...

I am very happy today.  Got my appraisal done and it is much better than I have expected.  So don't mind me while I post silly things here.  Something that is not related to Sahaj and it's just for fun.  I got this from the CNN website.  So here goes: Pick Your Prince Keeping your castle in good shape - Nate Berkus, Designer featured in Oprah. Cooking his way to your heart - Jamie Oliver, definitely. Singing you to sleep - hmmm....I only like Lat's.  Really can put you into a deep slumber.  Tried and tested. Picking out your wardrobe - Bernard Chandran (Malaysian fashion designer)?? Throwing the perfect party - David Tutera Balancing your budget and doing your taxes - hmmm....don't know.  Suze Orman will be great but she is not a prince. Perfect travelling companion - Ian Wright (it will be fun!) Someone you want to take home and meet the parents - Aamir Khan (want to give them a 'pleasant' surprise) He could play your ...